Day 1 !! LEGIT!

Alright,

since I can't seem to get into the groove of weight loss without a bonus incentive, I have added one.

well two, Competition with none other than my mother & a sweet reward!

The reward for me if I loss 25lbs in a month is an all day hang out with my mom in a shopping spree kind of way, with sephora included. If I lose I have to pay for my moms pedicure & facial at the spa of her choosing. D=

But no worries I am going to win!

I'm getting my bike tonight! woot woot woot! & did I say woot yet?!

I'm excited! I've wanted a bike for quite a while.

So Real Legit Day One has begun!

weigh in is on july 22cnd! eeep!

Who believes I can muster up the will power?..

just my friend denise I think, I'm just trying to stay optimistic.

(Currently listening to Vcr by the xx)

Veronica Pickles legit Day 1!

Oh man...

Doing this everyday hasn't worked out, I guess I may not be dedicated enough. I did however start up again, this morning I am having cream of wheat and plan to not eat much besides carrots apples and celery for the rest of the day.

Trying to manipulate my meals in to something that they have never been is a very tough challenge. I still live in a house full of people who eat what and as much as they want whenever they want, I feel I need to get out to really have a handle on my diet.

Look at it this way, how long can you hold heroine under a heroine addicts nose after they quit before they grab it from you and do it again?

It's unrealistic to say that my will power should be strong enough to stay clean, I mean on a diet, when everyone around me is doing the thing that I'm trying to quit.

Excuse or reality? I'll let you be the judge..

But for now I'm trying.. once again.

(currently listening to the increasingly loud me in my head that wants to be fed)

Veronica Pickles take 2 day 1