Oh man...

Doing this everyday hasn't worked out, I guess I may not be dedicated enough. I did however start up again, this morning I am having cream of wheat and plan to not eat much besides carrots apples and celery for the rest of the day.

Trying to manipulate my meals in to something that they have never been is a very tough challenge. I still live in a house full of people who eat what and as much as they want whenever they want, I feel I need to get out to really have a handle on my diet.

Look at it this way, how long can you hold heroine under a heroine addicts nose after they quit before they grab it from you and do it again?

It's unrealistic to say that my will power should be strong enough to stay clean, I mean on a diet, when everyone around me is doing the thing that I'm trying to quit.

Excuse or reality? I'll let you be the judge..

But for now I'm trying.. once again.

(currently listening to the increasingly loud me in my head that wants to be fed)

Veronica Pickles take 2 day 1